Ragam anak-anakku

Perbualan saya hari ini dengan my son, Irsyad Ilham (11 tahun) kitaorang panggil dia Ecad:

ECAD: Mama, apa nama doktor di Klinik Saijan tu?

SAYA:  Doktor Saijan.

ECAD: OOO...jadi doktor di Polyclinic tu namanya DR POLIKILINIK?

SAYA: hahaha..bukanlah. Dr Saijan tu pemilik Klinik Saijan. Polyclinic tu nama klinik saja,                           tapi doktornya ramai.

ECAD: OOOO...

Perbualan saya tahun lalu dengan my daughter, Yasmin Syamini (7 tahun masa tu) kitaorang panggil dia Amin. Masa tu kami tengah jalan-jalan kat shopping mall.

Amin: Mama..kayanya Datuk Salleh kan..

Saya:  Kenapa Amin cakap macam tu?

Amin: Sebab semua kedai di sini kepunyaan dia.

Saya:  Macamana Amin tahu?

Amin: Semua kedai ada nama dia.

Saya:  Mana ada nama Datuk Salleh di semua kedai.

Amin: tuuuuu....yang itu lagi...kedai itu lagi...(menunjuk kebeberapa arah).

Saya:  Owh..cuba eja nama Datuk Salleh?

Amin: SALE.

ALHAMDULILLAH

Aikk! Sebelum ni bukan main stress lagi? La ni tetiba alhamdulillah? well, Stress macamana pun kita mesti ucap alhamdulillah kepada Allah SWT kan kerana dengan limpah kurnianya kita masih bernafas di muka bumi ini dan masih berpeluang untuk menikmati kurniaanNya. Selain itu sabar adalah yang paling utama. Se Stress macamana pun, sabar itu paling penting di applykan dalam kehidupan kerana sabar itu menegah kita dari melakukan perkara2 yang ditegah..seperti mengamuk, meroyan, memecahkan barang-barang mahal (heii apa ni haa?so barang2 murah boleh lah yek?), memalukan diri sendiri dan worst case scenario..Bunuh Diri. 

Fuiyoo..panjangnya intro. Okay. Stop. Straight to the point..Yesterday, it supposed to be my toturing moment...the great challenges ever...why? I need to travel to the centre of Sabah state which is called Kota Kinabalu, to meet my supervisor in UMS and I need to bring my proposal which is 'BELUM SIAP'. Aigoo...sapa suruh tak kasi siap..and i takut kena marah and rasa berdosa pada diri sendiri sebab when i did my proposal it must show how sarjana I am (sarjanalah sangat) but instead i rasa macam sedang mengarang kisah Pak  Mat melepak kat kedai kopi makan kuih pisang and main Dam..oklah upgrade sikit..Pak Mat sedang lepak kat kedai kopi sambil update status kat facebook lepas tu Pak Mat pun selfie.. amacam..upgrade tak Pak Mat?

My sis, my nieces and my kids

Oklah..back to sanity..another things that bugging me is how am i going to bring my 3 children and driving when one of them yang paling bongsu selalu muntah dalam keta? and when i meet my lecturer, who is going to take care of them sebab yang bongsu takut dengan strangers...mesti dia buat hal nanti. So..this is the moment when heroes appeared..my saviour..1st, my brother agreed to be my driver. Problem solved! I can take care of my bongsu yang selalu muntah dalam kereta. Then, miracoulously, my elder sister sefamily is coming to UMS and able to take care of my 3 years old daughter yang takut to strangers. My another 2 children pun happy sangat2 sebab diorang boleh main dengan kazen diorang...wuhuuuu!! I Felt so blessed!! and when i met my leccturer dia taklah bengang sangat dengan proposal kedai kopi I tuh..cuma sedikit penambahbaikan dan pembetulan konsep.

What?! nasib baiklah I tak meroyan kat facebook..tulis berkilo-kilo status...dugaan oh dugaan.. stress..hidupku punah ranah musnah...atau pun, what a life! Thanks to my brother and my sister sefamilia for their support..kesian diorang terpaksa tunggu I for a few hours. They were my saviours..They lightened my burdend and keep me going sane despite all the hassle in my life. I owe them. Thank you Allah SWT for your mercy, and showing me the right path. Sesungguhhnya Allah tidak menguji umatNya dengan ujian yang tak mampu di hadapinya.

STRESS TAK SUDAH

OMG! stress sungguh! Ingatkan things will get back to normal after my sister's marriage. It turned out that..sebenarnya majlis perkahwinannya itulah yang telah menyelamatkan my soul..it keep me sane by meeting all the clan...beramah mesra dengan sedara mara tercinta dan busy ke sana kemari survey perjalanan majlis. It really-really made my day.

Now, after a week, the tense started again..severely. Why??? My proposal in progress...Pembentangan is coming soon..midterm is about time..My health is in jeopardy...pregnant..diabetes...anemia..back ache..aigoo..aigoo..husband is going out station..The nanny is buat hal...busy mengalahkan YB..Mesyuarat and perjumpaan sana sini..sampai tak dapat nak datang rumah menjaga bebudak 3 orang ni. I need to travel back and forth to the town for lecture class, perjumpaan dengan supervisor...plus..I need to go back and forth to the hospital for medical review.What a life!

KepadaMu ya Allah, aku memohon dan berserah...

What a life!

OMG! its been a year since my last post. Why all of sudden I reunited with my full of spider web blog? Because I am so stress rite now..stress of what? Assgmnt, tons of assgmnt which is sooo frustrating because I cant focus on my personal life..My sister is getting married in a few days and Its hard for me to spend my whole day by her side and support her ...... my husband will be going abroad soon...I m struggling with poor health due to my pregnancy..and..to add salt to the wound, someone told me that one of my friend is back stabbing me. What a life!

How am I going to handle these situation with a positive mind and a smile on my face? And since my dissapearance  in the field of blogging my total nuffnnang earning is only RM20 (okay..I exaggerate it. The earning never bother me actually. I dont give a damn on it. Im not rich but money is not my major reason to create this blog). 

Stresssss!! huh...Its not good for my 22 weeks pregnancy..Owhhh...I need to have some rest...lay on my king size mattress (do I have to say that?) ohhh....I need to keep sane....

*The spelling and grammatical error are everywhere...dont bother it. I didnt double check my post. I wanna read this again and make fun of myself after i get over all the obstacles..(Its just an excuse. Actually, my grammar is terrible...but..hey i really didn't do the grammar check).K.bye.

ICE BREAKING POST

OMG! its been almost a year since I last posted something in here...in my very dearly blog. Mengapakah....ku berubah.....mengapakah? Hewww...mungkin Im running out of idea? motivation? or maybe my life is so dull that I really have nothing interesting to write? owhh..dont blame the life, will me?! my life is great and fantastic...with 3 kids and stunning husband (i hope he didnt read this or he will brag about this...forever). So what happenend????? I think its about courage. 

My life is so stable and routine based that makes my brain less creative to think of something new..and now why all of sudden? Yes...now i have courage...my brain started to work out with new thing a little bit after i enrolled in a new course in university. so....wait and see...im gonna come up with something new and fresh...soon..yea soon bebeh...hmmm.. yea right...lame!